Spiritually Connected

My body, he wants me to submit. 
His last name, I want him to commit. 
I don't want to open my legs to a man that isn't my husband. 
He believes sex is just a expression of our love. 
To me, that's no longer good enough. 
I want us to have a Covenant with the Lord. 
I want to become one with him, knowing I'm not doing so in sin. 

He takes this as rejection, and negligence. 
I wish he was more understanding. 
Yes I love him, no question about it. 
But my love for God is more important. 
My desire for him is greater than he thinks. 
I want him so bad, my body aches. 
He needs no invitation. 
But now I'm trying to live my life straight. 
For the sake of my soul. 

I want him but in the right way. 
I want this relationship to be blessed. 
Wishing he was tired of living in sin. 
Wishing we were spiritually on the same page.