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My body, he wants me to submit.
His last name, I want him to commit.
I don't want to open my legs to a man that isn't my husband.
He believes sex is just a expression of our love.
To me, that's no longer good enough.
I want us to have a Covenant with the Lord.
I want to become one with him, knowing I'm not doing so in sin.
He takes this as rejection, and negligence.
I wish he was more understanding.
Yes I love him, no question about it.
But my love for God is more important.
My desire for him is greater than he thinks.
I want him so bad, my body aches.
He needs no invitation.
But now I'm trying to live my life straight.
For the sake of my soul.
I want him but in the right way.
I want this relationship to be blessed.
Wishing he was tired of living in sin.
Wishing we were spiritually on the same page.
