Take Time

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Im taking time out for me, i get so busy and swamped with responsibilities that its hard to do for me. Bills, work,cook,clean,be mommy to my kids and authoritive human being. I jus wana smell the flowers or soak in the jacuzzi for a hour or maybe paint my nails and do something different with my hair. Cook my favorite meal or take a random road trip, these are things i wanna do for me cus everyone needs a moment to just break. Im calling off today, felt guilty for playing hooky but ill be in the next day, stop by the hotdog stand stroll downtown and watch the people of the land. Get dressed, a lil make up and treat myself to a movie or nice resturant, without worries of the tab cause im paying just for me. Im special and its important to me reassure myself cus sometimes i get sooo down n i look around and there is no else. Im a bit of a loner but the best party starter, i challenge myself cus i always want to be greater. Im not ok with mediocre or living in a box, i test all limits at all costs. Taking time for me is soo bittersweet, i reflect on my life and i tear up ans get weak in the knees then i wipe my tears and look in the mirror of my fears and see how far I've come and i know im not done. Its easy to be sad and mad with high cholesterol but it feels better to live life and have a ball... Im taking time for me, no phne, no facebook,instagram or twitter...just me