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Days like this makes life sad , you were suppose to hold my hand and have my back..
But no it didnt go that way it changed my picture perfect imge when u up and went away.
And you never came back home so as a child i felt like i did something wrong ,of why you didnt come around and why so many bad things happen to me and i ask god was this how things were supose to be.
And i felt alone and unloved and i became overweight cause i spent more time byself and a plate.
Broken i felt like i gave my soul away just for a few tokens and i became depressed had to start taking meds hoping things would go at its best.
But thats the thing nothing can fix a broken heart ,nothing can change a young girl learning abandonment at a early start
And its something i carried all my life something i stayed up crying about every night so whats there to be done when u wanna end things with a gun...
