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Mommie Im so sorry for all the wrongful thigs I did and all the hurtful things I said, I know you were just trying your best and I just made things more complicated.
And Im sorry for putting you thru hell and wasting your money and time but I was young and and I wasnt acting like I had a brain or a mind.
I made so many mistakes and when it came down to the consequences ,sadly you were the one that had to pay.
But I will never forgeet all those big and special things you did for me and I feel guilty cause I treated you like a stranger on the streets
I hate to see you cry cause of the dump Sh#t I did and thought you be tripping but at first I didnt understand , maybe because of my point of view and I realized you are a mother and you were just doing what you were suppose to do.
By making sure I go to school, we use to always argue whenever I broke the rules. I was a wild child that didnt like being told what to do ,so I always fought and yalled with you. Then regretting it later because I know that wasnt the right thing to do.
I heard you prying to god and you never gave up hoping that soon I would eventually find my way and I would pick the right path ,you was patience with me knowing I couldnt change in a day.
Even to this day I dont see how and why you did, But I forgot this is what a mother is suppose to do for their kids. Believe in them ,nuture them , cloth them and believe in them even when nobody else do. Im a working progress because one day I want to love just like you do.
And nothing is your fault, so never take the blame Im the one who should be placed on the wall of shame. If I ever fail in life It's not your fault Its mines ,everything you said became true within time.
Mommie thank you for seeing the best in me ,even when I couldnt see it in myself. Thank you for not giving up and walking out on me like everybody else. You are so strong little do you know , working all those long nights and early mornings just to put food on the table and cloths on our backs. Even with my whole lifetime I could never fully pay you back. But thanks you to ,I KNOW HOW TO ACT.
I love you so much....
