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I don't like you but I love you...
tried my best to put no one above
you or us but I couldn't trust you
to do the same you'd rather extinguish
our flame continue this game of
making me believe you care when
you don't so I wont stick around
to give love where there is none to
be found you have become the ring
master and I have become the clown
of this circus you have to know that
real love cant be purchased with
fake smiles and lies and no matter
how hard you tried not to drown in
the tears you cried I still tried to
save you be your life preserver
use to look at you and think I
don't deserve her but the truth
is you don't deserve me
one foot out the door and you
cant even see what's happening
around you....
I see that you are ready to leave
Perhaps that is best you see
I can't love you, cause I don't even love me
I carry so much hurt and pain
Unaware how it has caused this relationship to drain
Drain all the energy from you
This was not my plan my dear
To push you away
Yet I have never had the words to say
Words to explain the selfishness
That I have thrown your way
I have to release you and let you go
Go find the love that you have been looking for
I wish you well my dear sweet friend
Perhaps one day we may find each other again!!
1/18/2015
