The blessed servant of Allah

I'm just an humble and faithful servant, that's sometimes not deserving of any wonderful days because I'm not perfect., Trying to walk upright, even in the sinful nights, it's too dark out there, even with my light. I beam bright when I'm at ease, I glow right when I'm at peace, I remember all the days on my knees of just thanking him and not asking for anything that's for me. I've offered up every living cell of my body and asked if would you guide me, to do the things that pleases you and not just anybody. I do see the progress, often times solo, I can see the bear trap, that's set up for brothers like me that if we drink a lot and smoke a lot, mind get corrupted start day dreaming while the world's at full throttle, don't know what's going on, we lost the source of our power. Yeah we become cowards the little ones can't look up to us, we're no role models. Grown as can be, all messed up in the head, now we need role models to teach us what's in store for our long road ahead. That why I made the decision to control my own visions, I want to be the one that's doing the touching and not the one that's being visited by these evil demonic spirits., causing everyone hell and the devil is my witness .Qadar Dwon'