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Hold my drink for a minute…
Now look at me…size me up from head to toe.
Notice my stature, my slim fit figure.
Listen to the bass in my voice, that undertone that you are overlookin
I need you to take all of that sh*t in right now.
You see waking up is a blessing these days.
In case you have not realized it 9 years have passed since the last time we have really talked.
And a between that time a lot of sh*t has changed.
Look at me when I am talkin to you.
I want these brown eyes to know that you are hearin and understanding each and every word that are coming out of my mouth.
I am a man first, a gentleman second, and a third.
Take it for what it’s worth but as of right now I could care two f*cks about the next person
It’s all about you and I right now.
You say that you love me right?
Well where’s the proof?
9 years ago I ate all of your lies up like a well-cooked steak.
But you know what this is a new day now.
You see I woke up on my 29th and realized that sh*t has changed.
So once again I ask you.
Where’s the proof?
I have played your mother, father, sister, brother, friend, cousin, uncle.
Hell I have even been your lover.
But after 9 long years ain’t nothing has changed.
Am I supposed to keep on waitin on you to step up?
One minute you are there and than the next minute you are gone.
You say that you would come here yet in the end you are no where to be seen.
If I could turn back the hands of time I would whoop my own a*s for wasting so much time with you.
I am tired
Done
Sick
Fed the he*l up.
Loving you is like loving a da*n junkie
All hopes and dreams yet you ain’t got not one fu*king pot to pi*s in.
You could have had greatness
My undivided attention
While you were chasing other s that still don’t want sh*t
I was workin on some grown man sh*t
Yet I don’t blame you
He*l I am my own man
I make my own choices
Lay in my own da*n bed.
Yet here you are…feelin some kind of way.
When in all fu*king honesty
I am the one who should be
I allowed you to steal some of the best years of my life
So here’s to you
May you one day grow up and become something great.
