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I thrive off of stimulation
It’s inside my veins
Resides within the words that I write
Dances around me, although not with me
I searched for love everywhere and still have yet to find that feeling that is supposed to be at the pit of my stomach
Hurt and hurter, yes I have played devil as well as devil advocate
So if you seek some form of perfection
Imperfection is what resides here
My mind wonders, rolls from one side of my head to the other like waves on a windy day
And although sometimes my days may seem to blend together my eyes still see the goal that I am trying my best to achieve
Do not tell me that you can endure when in reality you are just here for the thrill
I’ve road this ride for almost 36 years
Had you been here in the beginning, I promise you would have had one hell of a ride
Pick my thoughts as if you were seeking the sweetest fruit from the garden
Touch me with that sort of love that will break me down into ugly cries
Kneel down and create bricks that will be sturdy enough to withstand the world that I am attempting to create
Take away the doubt that is constantly plaguing my thoughts whenever someone with false love comes knocking at my door
I can give my all and still not be able to jump far
At the times whenever I am incomplete I expect you to be the one who will be able to make me complete
Be that fuel to my fire
Amuse me with the most intellectual conversations and intrigue me with the craziest
Take a scroll with me through a museum yet take a step back and engage in a cook off where we jump head first in and create something delicious or not
Look into my eyes and see me
Unwrap these layers,
Reach out and ask me to take your hand…and show me how to escape this loneliness
Encourage me instead of discouraging my unorthodox thoughts
Find understanding where others find misunderstandings
Give me the reason to not walk away whenever things seem to be unbearable
Be that friend that play fight with me
Find me sexy even when I am clearly not looking my best
Be that itch that I would rather endure instead of scratch
Give me love
And I will give you my all
