thinking about today
i had the jones
so bad
it was driving me
half crazy
it even made me
mad
i felt like you
were trying
to prove a point
…pass or fail…
was not
what i was thinking
let me tell you, baby
…it was hell…
you left me
with a problem
that
i did not need
and clearly
…did not want…
trying
to preserve something
…just for you…
i was on the edge all day
trying
not to think too hard
and not do the things
that
…i should not do…
don’t know why,
wouldn’t do?
…
why,
wouldn’t you?...
you don’t owe me
explanations
unknown limits
to what i can take
not open
to useless
speculation
that’s why
my day
was so
terribly
sad...
C2