...sad

thinking about today

i had the jones

 

 so bad

it was driving me

 

 half crazy

it even made me

 

 mad

i felt like you

 

 were trying

to prove a point

…pass or fail…

was not

 

 what i was thinking

let me tell you, baby

 

 

…it was hell…

 

 

you left me

 

 with a problem

that

 

  i did not need

 

 and clearly

…did not want…

trying

 to preserve something

…just for you…

 

 

i was on the edge all day

 

 

trying

 

 not to think too hard

and not do the things

 

 that

…i should not do…

 

 

don’t know why,

 

 wouldn’t do?

…

 

 why,

 

 wouldn’t you?...

you don’t owe me

 

 explanations

 

 

unknown limits

 

 to what i can take

not open

 

 to useless

 

 speculation

that’s why

 

  my day

 

 was so

terribly

 

sad...

 

C2