paranoid

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Step outta the present for second to see what my past was seeing, so I can recalculate the route of the path Im leading
Something feels off, travel to the beginning of my future to see the effects of the signs Im seeing
I can feel it in the air, or am I misreading? 
But I cant shake these reoccurring dreams, it's like time is bleeding
But I cant react to my subconscious, even if what I'm finding is treason
Guess its back to being a monster season, proactive solutions that will cause a fraction of emotions to be redacted to prevent their collusion
You motha***ers must think that Im stupid
My paranoia is a reality, I will gladly let it devour me
You need to understand, Ive been surround by casualties while casually acting callously 
It's empowering, feeling the whispers all around me, secret intentions resurfacing
Purpousely distance my investment in what been hurting me, all the while-smile
Another relationship I am murdering, and right now......that warm glow growing cold sounds perfect to me