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Daddy issues
Dear daddy
I don't know if I'm angry with you
Or angry with the situation I can't control
I never had a longer chance with you
I wish I had longer chance to hold your hand
growing up wasn't easy without you
Had to look through my own eyes just to see you
I could still hear you calling me princess
So I sit in the empty room
Just to say "princess " and listen to the echoes
Close my eyes and pretend it's you
But My mind again with falsities
My mind confessing apologies
I fall for it every-time
My heart skip a beat knowing
my life perfect once upon time
Life is nothing but a frown
how disgusting i allow myself
to be manipulated
life would be great
Without you around
Hate hearing stories about you
We suppose to be making chapters
Having happy ending beginning to end
Had write my own stories without you
With Faded ink
From your absence
Life compensates
overwhelming insecurities
I wish I was with you in the car that day
Maybe your killer would've spare
Two life instead one .........
