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rock bottom is a place where people go
and
realize they need to get their sh!+ together
after they visit this place they have a new lease on life
and
become ten times better than they were before
i believe i don’t have a rock bottom
i become content with every situation as if this sh!+ is normal
my life is far from normal
i still haven’t hit rock bottom
where is
my epiphany to discover my purpose
so
i sit and write
taking it as life comes
no emotions
numb
going with the flow
until it’s out of control
is that the goal?
why do i need to hit an all-time low to get myself in order?
my life is constantly changing
and I’m barely maintaining
that should be enough to get unstuck
but it’s not
i continue to sit and wait for sh!t to get right
it never fully do
things evolve into bigger messes
