1000 And 11 Steps To The Metro

CATEGORY

life

deciding to take a look
within

scary bones fighting
trying to escape
the ethereal lighting

not ready to accept
the walls of wailed writing

and dim
sounds of angels flying
just outside my window
to places
that pissed my bones to go

So what

i forgot how to see
i’m trying desperately

i know
that
the black bird
that smacked into my head
the other day

sure could

So what

blocks of concrete fever
now just sinking into a lotion
of grey dust

click clack click clap

don’t mask those eyes
sun won't shine today
taste that breath
until it's ready to fly anyway

there's my tribe

bowed heads praying yes praying
into cells
containing minds

distracting from
reality or maybe fantasy

or

may be

we’ll never
know
one
ever came back
to say so

So what

that I make my bed everyday

So what

no one ever comes
          to feel the sheets
of my stretching

So what

            that no one knows


at the metro
there was a dusty young girl
trying to pull her pant legs up
over her waist-ed mind

red wild hair
that would scare
red hair wild

glances met
she knew my name
she floated it as we passed

not sure if I wanted
to be a part of this mess

i heard
her see

when I was there

you remember
of course you do

And what

her accomplice
in time
much more in touch

with managing his dope game
and stair case rhyme

on his way down

his  way
down

smacked his head
with that fat hand
was that a class of 88’ gold ruby
high school band

i heard the clarity
attempted muffle

we’ve got duties to do

some people out there
self worth less
of our struggle

needing to feel better
about their fortune-not

hurry our begging time
will soon rot

she stared at me
sort of growled

i don’t
remember
choosing this
do
you

how long is this mess
supposed to last

playing the role
so they pity and pass

feeling lucky that
they are not me 

do they think
they won the lottery

do you
remember
standing in that
angelic line

wait a minute

So what

i know the place was divine

So what

but I’m surely pissed

So what

was I drunk to accept this

So what

you were first
to say yes