Irreversible

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Intense breaths and hollow sighs

You gazed upon me and questioned my desires.

Crippled...

By my own heat trickling between spaces of my thighs all the way down to my knees..

I uttered… “You."

But with choked, stout sentences…

You deliciously...watched.

As I unintentionally crossed and uncrossed the entrance that held the fire burning within my vicinity.

 I couldn’t even speak..

Knowing...that like prophetic stories on untouched and dusted book shelves,  I was told..

You could read the fire written right within my need 

And like fallen words onto deafened ears

I faintly heard your whispers… "Alexis just breathe"...👄

And with sweet kisses…

Covered in sprinkles of facial hair unfamiliar to touch of my neck

I met a sunkissed chest

Beautifully marked in symbols of a warrior but most importantly.

That that lacked breast..

Oh, why yes?

I was a woman’s woman for 8 years at best

So you can understand 

The shaking 

The scratching 

The quivering of addiction 

under the touch of this man who ONLY knew what came next.

 And like the hunger to your game.. I was now your Katniss

Met with strong arms, I was lifted and lowered onto the core of your existence.

Blinded. Devoured. Fervently imprinted.

In that instant… I became addicted.

From One. Defining. Stroke.

I witnessed your  breath choke right from the very apple that dangled from seams of your throat.

From the flower I kept here waiting, watering, and grown 

It was here that I had to let you know.

I had always dreamt of this moment…. Yet somehow.. this was better…

I listened to you breathlessly express of a rose that was never wetter…

So as I sang my songs sweetly into the drums of your ears.

Here I eliminated all doubts…

I simply conquered those fears…

Planted…

were seeds of kisses to your mind as the depths of your soul were ripped from beneath my honey

Confidently knowing once my touch leaves you, I could never again..

Successfully pretend… to not know you.

And once your demons were released, I met you here  with a home for them to let go…

The truth was read…

Love could never made again… The way you just did.. to my soul.