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when I realized what I idolized
I took a step back to ask myself
why do you like that why are you
attracted to that why is that always
on your mind why does that
take up most of your time
that's when it was plain to see
I had no idol a idol had me
bound up in chains under
restraints like love me or else
addicted to how it felt
feeling as if I popped a pill
between withdraws and
side effects mind racing to
get another fix as if I were
on drugs felt like I was
coming unplugged had to
put it down in order to
turn around mute the sound
threw it to the ground
my heart felt the pound
it was just a toy filled with
a lot of noise scrolls of ploy
loads and loads of flavor
still I could not savor
the sweet taste any longer
