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truth is I hurt inside
feels like I might die
feels like I want suicide
telling God I wont lie
while acting like I don't cry
feels like I want mom & dad
at my side so I can ask if I can
go outside feels like I need
to see grandma & grandpa
at they house on Arlington Drive
feels like a bomb went off inside
feels like walking down the street
my best friend blows the horn
stops and ask if I want a ride
I hop in even though she died
it feels like life happened and I
wasn't there when it happened
feels like my offspring only speaks
emoji and I have to learn but still not
good at it feels like the best part
of my life was riding my trike
feels like I been in the fight of
my life and still throwing punches
to survive not quite living but still
alive feels like going live to tell
the world to calm down while
being empathically impacted
it's what it feel like it feel like life
