Been long time

Havent felt it in a long time 

Being in love

When i do it's usually for someone i know i can love, like they need to be

But no where near me( states away, in broken pieces like clouds with rays trying to peak  into me)

In my head its like loving you might change my life

Enough to move or even make you my wife

But your more afraid of feeling what i feel (this (wait) uppon my heart really a big deal)

From being overly cautious or deeply scarred ( stand still )

So a love sits undone ( like school assignments with the ink on run)

I only get glimpses of it every now in then

Sparks start flying( like the kush in my hand)

I dont get to happy cause i know its gone end

Disappointing to see it all in one woman once again

To be held at a distance

Cause that distance was her friend

                                                    (Pharaoh)