Confusion solution?
Pushed out into a world of love
which had expectations so clear,
fought it like climbing down hill
confusion settled in and so near.
Told between the ages of 2 to 5
“Stop that”, “Get off from there”
I'd known my ears had heard it
now confused with fear everywhere.
Soon I would learn to settle down
as kindergarten slowed me also,
teacher and students picked a lot
shame then guilt wouldn't let go!
Racing ahead to the eighth grade
ashamed, with guilt, fear, & confused,
stop making bed, same with trash out
smiled a lot, inside hate I would use.
Graduation, summer over, high school
jumped into sports to gym to R.O.T.C.,
better at bed making amid trash out
wouldn't you know it here comes jealousy!
I made me a plan, some goals of mine
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Who Am I?
Who am I?
Why I'm just as you are,
I get hot, cold, jealous too
have dreams of a Cuban cigar.
I deny facing fear and cruelty
stand when wanting to sit,
perfectly imperfect I'll be
curious seeing others have a fit!
I, we, sing along with commercials
run to cover in a thunderstorm,
carefully squirt mustard on hot dogs
squirm when lying which isn't the norm.
I cannot stand flies nor mosquito bites
had hoped to carry the Olympic flame,
maybe at least light it to begin the games
hollered at supervisors then felt the shame.
Copied text of past writers I call ghost hand
and often wonder why bullies fear self,
I've counted peanuts to many dollar bills
can rely upon a Lord when all else have left.
Dunked doughnuts, swatted flies, raced
held clocks, worn watches, and ... |
AW! HUMANITY
WHAT'S THE COLOR OF HUMANITY. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF VANITY,
DECENCY, OR OUR ROMANCING AND DANCING WITH OUR SANITY?
EVERYONE AWAKES, THEN WALKS INSIDE OF ANCESTRAL CRIES
THAT CHALKLINED THIS EARTH GIVING BIRTH TO FAILING TRYS.
I DON'T MIND AT ALL BEING HOOKED LIKE BAIT IN TRUE FAITH
DANGLING OVER THE BAY TO GET DIPPED INSIDE THE PURLY GATE. SPIRITUAL WATERS, WHICH HOLDS LIFES SON AND DAUGHTER
KNOWING I TOO, SHALL DANCE THE DANCE, TUNED TO SLAUGHTER.
BUT BEFORE I WRAP SELF UP IN A TUNNELED MIND OF 'LOOK AT ME'
THERE ARE HANDS TO GRAB AND ROMANCE WITHIN HUMANITY.
I'LL ENTERTAIN NO EXCUSES NOR WALLOW IN SOME PITY PARTY
I'M A PART OF THIS, BUT NEVER STARTED IT, I DO WANNA LIVE HARDY.
WE ARE THE JUICE OF FRUIT TREES, THE HONEY OF AFRICAN BEES
POLINATED FLOWERS, HOPE THAT GIVE TO THE HOPELESS ON BENDED KNEES.
SONS AN... |
Who who?
Who's pulling your chain only to lock you up again?
Who's making rain fall from your cloud overly proud?
Who's riding your horse across plains taking your pains
eating up bowls of your losses, throwing away your gains?
Sitting amongst fools, ceases your building up, using all your tools
Who's capturing your negatives replacing all with positives?
Who has led you to the truth left out from your youth?
Who's giving you dirty looks, 'cause your face wasn't in books?
Who's accepting your shame and guilt, gathering all to the hilt?
Who's socializing without even realizing the true surprise
is remaining teachable as Christ Jesus' eternal life is the prize?
Who's quacking your duck and loading your truck, not at all
giving a yuck as you asked for help and they leave you stuck?
Who's captured your midnights and turned on your lights, the
lights of mind, body, and soul, showing ... |
Worth It
THANKS BE TO GOD THIS LIFE WE LIVE HAS A PURPOSE,
WHILE UPLIFTING EACH OTHER THRU TRIALS AND TESTS,
DEATHS AND BIRTHS, FRUSTRATIONS TO REJECTIONS.
EMPLOYMENT, ENJOYMENT, FACED JEALOUSY, AND MISERY,
TO DEAL WITH OUR PAST PRESENT AND FUTURE HAPPINESS.
SHED MANY TEARS HOLD ON TO SOME FEARS, AND SULK.
BECOME COUCH POTATOES, SURVIVE NEIGHBORHOODS,
AND TOWNSHIPS, TO CITIES HIDING GHETTOS..... (GOD IS!)
WE REACH FOR DIRECTION'S THAT ARE NOT SO CLEAR,
SIT AND LEARN AT HOME, OR CLASSROOMS, BANKING ON
POSSIBLY A NEW OR A BETTER CAREER. FIGHT THRU THE
TRAFFIC ON ROADS, WHILE EARNING ONLY ENOUGH CASH TO
PAY FOR OUR BILLS, WHAT SOME CHOOSE TO CALL MAKING INROADS.
SEARCHING FOR PLEASURE IN FLESH TO MATERIAL THINGS,
HOPING WE MEASURED IT JUST RIGHT AS THE OVERSEER
WATCHES, AND AN ANGEL SINGS... |
Colored Blind
WHERE I GREW UP, THERE WAS BLACK AND WHITE
OUR CRAYON COLORS, AS IS CHALK TO MIDNIGHT.
GRANDPARENTS TO PARENTS WERE THE COLOR OF LOVE
IGNORANCE COLORED IN WHEN IT WAS TIME TO PUSH OR SHOVE.
AS COLOR DOESN'T MATTER WHEN IT COMES TO LAWS
EVEN IN UNLOVING HEARTS OR SHOWING OUR DIRTY DRAWERS.
PEACE IN THE CITY WE HAD MANY MOMENTS OF SILENCE
THEN SHAME CAME, PITY TOO, WE'D HELP SQUASH THE VIOLENCE.
MATURED QUICKLY, NOTHING TO PROVE, HAD NO ENEMIES
GRANDPA SAID YOUR ENEMY WAS INSIDE, IN THE INNER ME.
WE ALL KNOW HATE AND RACISM EXCITES ITS STUPIDITY
BUT A CRAYON COLOR TITLE TO A RACE IS OUT OF PLACE SEE.
RUNNING THIS RACE WE EARN THEN LEARN TO DUST OR SWEEP
BEING RESPONSIBLE IS COLORLESS, WHEN EARNING OUR KEEP.
I SEE, AS MANY DO, LIFE HAS US EITHER HURTFUL OR HELPFUL
AND BEING CREATURES OF LOVE, LOVING AND HELPING... |
ANIMAL TAILS
ANIMAL TAILS
I BELIEVE THAT RHINOS
WOULDN'T HANG OUT WITH WINOS
AND THE TRUTH SHALL FLEE FROM A LION.
AND THE REASON A BAT LIKES THE DARK OR
BLACK, IS TO SEE WHERE THEIR FOOD IS AT.
THE EAGLE IS VERY DIRECT, AND REGAL, BUT WILL
ATTACK A HYENA'S GIGGLE.
THE DOG SLEEPS UPON THE DIRT SO DOES A HOG
AS THE SEAGULL CAN FEAST THRU SUNHINE OR FOG.
A FISH HAS TO WISH & WAIT OR PRAY THAT THEIR
FOOD ISN'T HOOKED-BAIT.
THE CHEETAH, IT KILLS THEN CALLS ITS CUBS TO
MEET HER.
A KANGAROO DOES NOT LIKE THE ZOO, BUT THE
GIRAFFE JUST LAUGH, WOULDN'T YOU?
MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO, THEY GET AROUND ON
BIG FEET JUST LIKE YOU!
TO PUT A WHALE INTO A DESERT IT WON'T LAST,
PUT A CAMEL INTO THE SEA IT'LL HAVE A BLAST.
UNDERNEATH THE MOTION OF THE OCEAN IS THE
STABILITY AND SILENCE OF THE CRAB, WHILE UPON THE
LAND, THE HEN HAVE THE GIF... |
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Comin' up too strong I've been down too long
Now I'm livin' large, on a hip-hop flavor with an
R & b rythm on a funky tip see. Some punk ass
fools are tryin' to punk me, only jus' a little bit have
They ever sunk thee. But I will never forget a
Face, 'cause falling faces like theirs is a doggone
Disgrace. I'm comin' strong I'm comin' quick, you
Had better be ready 'cause I have all day to pick
Fool, won't be pickin' no cotton punk that's what you
Want, just listen to the sound click click as I pop
Pop pop pop pop the trunk. I don't favor no gangs
I can't hang, jus' listen to that sound again, bang bang!
--BlakMista
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Popular Still?
Your popularity, I do need a lot more clarity
it seems a little bit scary see, how you got
from being the man of an intelligent creator
to a domesticated rap artist. Where you going to?
Bit by bit, and inches by the mile, we tend to smile
afraid someone may see that sauce drippin' down
from a sloppy dollarbill, all wet "cause its all paper.
Having is wonderful, even attaining a lambroguini
which has doors, a hood hopefully, an engine, tires,
seats, and a horn. Therefore, you have just another car.
I'd invest in a more suitable venture, like senior care homes,
youth camps and centers, affordable housing...jus' saying.
Popular still? Help self, then others.... that is a better way.
PEACE!
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GOIN' THRU
I may be slippin' thru time
But I gotta thank my God
For all of the times He's kept me
From the keeper of the dark.
Putin' on ugly faces tryin' to be cool
No one even notices the blistfulness
Hot has gotten cold mistakes gotten old
But I'm beginning to make my mark see.
With BS aside I'm pressin' on and on
The lights of my mind don't blink as much
See, I'm seeking gratitude and forgiveness
Much to do about every damn thing.
Adversaries hatin' each day I live
Society's a circle of children,
But dawn, a new dawn, has come
I'm back upon my horse ridin' again.
The air is still as mystical particles
Exist inbetween with a winking eye
Never do I boast for the love I have
And peace to all who's saturated too.
Now I end this as I bend my knees
Praying for all to have infinite existences
And soon I'll show the... |
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