PAIN

CATEGORY

life

I'm so tired of being used
Kicked around and feeling abused
Physically I smile each day
But I wanna watch you bleed while hearing me say
Now you can feel my pain
When they ask you who did this you know my name

I just wanna stab someone
I want to sit there, I promise I won't run
Because I want to see the pain on your face
And all the words you said to me, making me feel like a disgrace
I want to watch your blood form patterns on the floor
I wanna know if your blood will even reach the door

I want you to understand the point im trying to get across
And I want you to know that this time I'm not the one that lost
I want you to physically feel the pain that I endure
I want you to know the pain that makes me sore
Sick to my stomach, everything in knots
No one can save you because the door is locked

I'm gonna make sure that I enjoy this with a smile across my face
A smile that is stuck in your memory and can't be erased
I'm gonna make sure to watch you suffer
I'm gonna make sure I show you like no other
This pain that I bare within
That causes my blood to run thin

I want to finally feel relaxed and relieved
Relieved of the hurt agony and pain that you cause me to receive
I want to make sure you see the expression on my face
While watching your blood loose its pace
I wanna sit and listen to your merciful cry
Eyes wide open watching you slowly die!