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Take a moment to contemplate - TruthChills - Contest entry
My moment in time was when I was in a state of awry...
I know, I know it's cliche to say but yes... I really did want to commit suicide.
I thought I lost my family, I thought I lost my wife, I had lost a new job because of all the fussing, arguing and strife.
I got to the point where there was no purpose in life.
I called and friend that I will always love till the end and followed what she said.
After I told her my plan to take my life...
Now, I know that this info. is hard to digest, but I promise I will get to the premise.
So I was placed in a place where four padded walls kept me safe.
Those moments in that space were the most tranquil till date.
Moments of clarity, moments of faith, moments of self-love and moments of removing the self-hate.
And in those days and hours that past, I was truly at peace with the man from the present and the past.
New wisdom, new outlook on life, new goals and a new stride.
It helped me to not lose my family, it helped me to not lose my wife and most importantly that the person that saved me loved me enough to take my call at the odd hours of the night and made sure that I stayed alive.
Naz'e 7/11/2019
Thank you 4-ever.... TGK...
