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I have abandonment issues
Even when you leave for a a hour I start to miss you
I've experienced moments
When they never came back
I cried so many times
My voice began to crack
My eyes red
My soul dead
They promised It was for a second
You know the ones I really miss the most
Probably don't regret it
It's best I forget it
I've been consumed with my abandonment issues
Even you go in the other room
I start to miss you
Dont leave me I beg
Theres so many possible outcomes in my head
Will he cheat on me with my neighbor
Will he wake up dead
Someone has to save her
Her is me
Are these normal problems?
Or do I have a mental disability ?
Do I need to be medicated?
I've read hundreds of books ,hoping to be educated
But there was nothing to discover
This is life
And my issues are no different from another
I have abandonment issues
Even you tell me goodnight and give me that clarity
I still miss you ,and that's what's scaring me
