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Im in love and I have been for a long time. The problem is that I formed an attachment and that is harder to shake off then anything. I was looking for someone to help me feel safe and accepted. I found that and then I lost it for whatever reason.
Its like losing a part of yourself and then going back and always looking for it. Its a constant hunt for what used to be and then understanding that it is no longer the case.
You need to find a new way and in that you may find your consistent you or at least that is what I am hoping. Im in love and most of the time these days I wish I wasnt.
