Suicide Note

CATEGORY

romance

This vibe reminds me of "You"

Like a movie - rerun in my head 

Just to be next to you.

Like a chicken with no head, 

I’d still run to you.

Gender part less

I’d play whitney - regardless

bodyguard-less

I’d run to you.

But would you stay? 

Would my wounds from YOUR tongue make you run away?

It’s not your fault BUT

Would you blame me 

if I asked you to stay? 

Convoluted visions of love I share with you.

Although you never asked me to

Looking in your eyes is too much 

I turn my back to you 

just to ask of you 

To love me…

The reminders of how much I don’t need you 

Doesn’t give much relief to the weight of my plea…

But like Pink

I ask that you don’t leave

Like Sam Smith - stay with me

I know I can be like a pill sometimes

instead of making you better…

And it makes me sick to my stomach

Letting go of our forever

But still…

Something like a sales pitch

I’ll fight for you - Samson

Until you give into me.

Tell me your secrets

I’m not the Pharisees

Nothing like Delilah 

Yo soy Rameses 

Break the laws of love for you boy

Anna-Lise

Our problems simply can’t compete.

So

Whole heartedly

Undeniably 

Unapologetically.

Choose me

I want you 

but I have to love me.

-ICSN