I saw the way you were crying, almost looked like buttermilk. I have never seen a sadder pancake and for what, for what the world is pushing on you. Don't you think its time to push back, dont you think its time to stack the odds in your favor. You get it.
Whats the recipe? Obviously it is not the one you have been cooking. Someone would have mistaken you for a chef if you didnt leave out the main ingredient, faith. You either like it or love it but make sure that it is backed by faith. I am talking about the deep endearing faith that makes you not only dont look back but also question how effective you are being. Is what you are doing working?
If it isnt, change it. You can change it as many times as you need until you get the result that you want. You can push the envelope especially when you remove the envelope. Is any of this making a lick of sense to you?
So you go ahead on buttermilk. Well be here.