Tears

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life

I use to let my anger stack
Filled with so much hell
You better stand back

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I’ll huff and puff and blow
Your house down

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Beware when I’m wearing a frown
Be cautious when I’m wearing a smile

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Filled with poisonous venom
I strike like a viper
I aim like a sniper

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I cried out for help where no help existed
I was called crazy, deranged, sick and twisted
This is why I go ballistic

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I’m a loaded gun one in the chamber my
My fingers on the trigger

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

My mind has forsaken me
Rage has overtaken me

“DRP ONE FOR ME”

Manic-depressive disorder
Schizophrenia on the border

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I feel with my mind
I’m numb to touch

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I’m not a maniac I’m a brainiac
I think too much

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Pills more pills and institutions
Societies solutions

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Heated arguments with demons
That only my eyes can see

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Hallucinating drugs inside of me
Caged in holding rage in
Strangers constantly watching me

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Adorned in a hospital robe
Wile they discuss my frontal lobe
Trying to figure out why I do the things that I do

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

My mind don’t care my life’s in dispair
I reach for a chair and fling it in the air
It lands across the room

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

They rush in numbers through the door
I’m tackled and thrown to the floor
I cry out… “I’M THIRTEEN YEARS OLD”
Before the Thorazine elixir filled my soul

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

My mind is altered I fall in a deep stoop
Floating to the dark side of my consciousness
Where the devil becomes doctor Kevorkian?

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I wake up nauseous and weak
My lips move but I don’t speak

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I try to get up but can’t feel my feet
I try to remember when life was sweet
In my mind is a poisonous memory
That leaves a sour taste with a bitter chase

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I run fast with my past behind me
I duck dodge and hide hoping it won’t find me

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Monstrous depression stalking me
Trying to blindfold and abduct me
My life spins out control another depressive episode

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

Deep inside of me is where it hurts
Deep inside my heart is where I hide
The stroke of my pen is how I cry

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

When I can’t sleep at night
No bedtime stories or lullabies
I see monsters and demons
I close my eyes and pray for the sun to rise

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I’ll walk my life out in a journal
Through the burning inferno
Though I have sin in me
I’m the devils worse enemy

“DROP ONE FOR ME”

I will not retreat
I came to fight
Not sleep

“DROP ONE FOR ME

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