Dear girl who looks like everything God promised me.

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first love

Dear girl who looks like everything that God promised me. I wanna undress your mouth and gaze into the infinite beauty of your naked smile. Make your lips part like the sky and watch the morning sun as its rays shoot straight to my heart and melt it to joy. A little bird told me of secrets that you hold too private for your mouth to unfold, too secret for your memory and too much ink than a pen can hold, so my hands are burning to dive into the depth of your soul and uncover the parts of you that you don't even know. I don't ever want our hands to hold, I want them to make love, want our finger tips to kiss, I want them to lock perfectly as if they contain memories to precious for pictures, make love until they melt into each others skin, until we loose all sense of time, what was, whats been, what is. I loved you at first sight, and every other sight since then, now I still don't understand the concept of love being blind, maybe I was hoping you would show me, help me see. I don't wanna die for you, but I would take a bullet and survive for you, live for you...because I know loneliness all too well, and I take after the sacrifice of my savior. I often wonder if you love me, how many times you think of me and if you ever get that irresistible urge to talk to me. Then I remember that I have never spoken to you, I don't know how your voice sounds, but I imagine angel's laughter, harps playing and heaven singing every time you speak to me. I have never seen you but you will have eyes that I'd love to get lost in, they will remind me of what beauty looks like...like a sea I've never seen but dream of often. Your skin will remind me of Gods touch, because he created your body and rapped it with beautiful. So to the girl who reminds me of cologne because she was made for him, I mean me. There will come a day when I will find you among millions of souls, millions of beautiful smiles and millions of lonely hearts.