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My sister’s in AA telling lies
The truth is she’s in relapse mode
My brother’s on the corner
Selling bean pie alamode
My mother’s in church waiting for Jesus
Praying for our souls
We’re all deceived but still we believe this
What do we really know?
Waiting on something we never seen before
Who the hell opened that door?
What is faith if we don’t have it
Mama killed a lot of rabbits
Her bed rocked out of wedlock
I can’t think my nerves are bad
Creating destructive habits
Therapist what do you want me to say
Do you want me to testify?
Do you want to hear my story?
Do you want me to sit here and cry?
Do you want me to tell you the reason why?
I didn’t ask to be born into this world
I didn’t ask for a father
who wanted a boy and not a girl
Looking all around me feeling paranoid
I ask myself are these girls are these my boys
Do they have my back to stab it?
Are they watching my wallet to grab it?
From many holes I have risen
Quick to make a decision
Trust but one is my religion
Do you think I’m mentally disturbed?
Do you think I need something to calm my nerves?
Strongly rooted like a tree
No mental slavery
Bumble like a bee
Trying to get these words out of me
Like migraine lightning bolts of pain
Stabbing and crashing through my brain
I want to be good don’t want to go to hell
To be truthful I don’t want to take those nails
Through my hands and feet
I don’t want to get cut that deep
I close my eyes try to fall to sleep
from the day I was born
somthing has been trying to abort me
I can hear voices calling me
One foot in the fire the other in the sea
Now tell me is there any help for me
2013 WIZE DOM
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