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Do you love Me?
Baptized in Holy Matrimony Washed cleaned of all sins,
I gave my life in mind only.
Lukewarm was my temperature,
Seeking personal gain thus denying your glory.
Do you love Me?
Seething in sin I know only one way,
Speaking of you through chapped lips,
Cursing and speaking self negativity,
Enjoying lust I embraced her instead of asking for deliverance.
Seeking love when I already had love, a path to destruction leading to damnation Heart conflicted but never addressing the issue I beseech you to save me Lor...
the words fail to pronounce your Holy Name.
Do you love Me? That night I will never forget, a night where you disciplined me. A night of my own free will I chose you,
That night I heard my soul within cry,
Thirsting for your Living Water,
Denying my flesh for the 1st time I wholeheartedly surrendered.
The Path of Preparation builds its roads.
Slowly I walk in fear of knowing that I must not and will not deviate for if I do hell fire awaits. But that fear is mind created, for you have not given us a spirit of fear.
BE STRONG AND COURAGEOUS! KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD! DO YOU LOVE ME?!
Yes, I do love you, but at times I do not love myself.
I wish to be unaware of wanting to change, And remain ignorant, but that path is now blocked.
How can you ask me when I haven't fully surrendered?
I still fight.
I still rebel.
I say I love you, but at times I don't even know what that is? How can you ask this of me Lord? I do love you, but fear beckons me.
Fear of not loving you whole-heartedly
As conviction disciplines me.
Hypocrisy speaks of ill intent
While deceit awaits to re-enter my heart.
I fight and rebel against myself daily,
Swords drawn I cut off my own ear To quite to chaos ROARING within me.
And you ask "Do You Love Me?"
WHY?!
It's because I do love you.
It was then I realized that GOD never asked the question.
It was I asking GOD "Do You Love Me?"
