Still Trippin

Still Trippin

The road to revenge 

burns two bridges 

if you’re so happy w/o me

then why are you trippin?

Your arrogance blinds you 

from the connection

and the protection

that comes with MY connection

to God Divine Presence…

I don’t understand 

how you have eeeeeeeverything you ever wanted,

but waste so much time

on the people that DON’T want it.

A broken subconscious?

A broken person flaunted?

A broken heart engulfed in

the flames of all the excuses

of a hurt kid that was

never wanted.

And I’m allllll good with it!

You see all I’ve ever wanted 

Was to see you in positions

That the world never wanted 

My love for you 

Was bigger than any untruths 

That bound you, boo.

When you left...

I don't understand why you left me here all alone with not even a word of "goodbye".

I know we didn't always see eye to eye,

but what we had, the love we had, deserves a reason why. 

Unfortunately it's only one excuse that fits this scenario, but my heart refuses to open its eyes. Don't you know the grass is NEVER greener on the other side.

If what I'm thinking is true. I wonder what it took, how she looks, and how this person have you sold. I'm platinum, black diamonds, but I guess nxggxs still love Gold. 

Or maybe I'm just not what you wanted and you couldn't just say no. Maybe you were as afraid as I was so it was easy for you to go...

-IcanSeeNow

I warned you!

Don’t tell me skies the limit, when there’s foot prints on the moon.

Tell me I’m worth it, because without me you’ll lose.

You think she’ll hold you down, you got the game confused.

Now you calling me none-stop I don’t want to be rude

But I told you so!                                                          

(Pause)

I gave you time to think about it, but you wanted that hoe.

As a woman I know how the game already goes.

Every time we saw her wearing her trashy clothes.

A lady is not what she’s wearing, but it’s what she knows.

It was like poker I had no ...

The Story is still being written.

Writing from the heart is one of the hardest things for me to do.

It's like facing the mirror trying to figure out what's the next move.

My journey over the last few months has been but changes, bumps, and grooves.

At one point

I thought I was I was in love too.

I get so fed up at myself for being the weakest link,

For people that I know ain't trying to "Clink-Clink".

Nobody wants to settle down,

Nobody wants to be that special one and wear my king crown.

I can sit right here and complain about all the things going wrong,

I'm not going to sit around and cry about that "Ol Love Song".

I believe in letting go of the old and reaching for the new.

I belive it's not about all the wrong things that I've done,

It's about who I've grown into...

**My story is still being written, Until then