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A woman mind wonders of all the possibilities of any particular situation
she brainstorms the ends and outs
beginning and end
while rethinking it over several times more
if she did this or that what would the outcome be
would the results be what she always wanted or just a temporary fix to her snowballing predicament
a girl mind wonders
who is she pleasing with her decisions
will others be affected as she attempts to make up her mind
all these questions clutters her head
is she making the right choice for all
the right reasons
what is the best for her and those around her
pondering
until she can't think anymore
she begins to write
write down the pros and cons
her pen can't keep up with the mile a minute thoughts
her hand begins to cramp as she attempts to pen it all down
the pen drops
she is frustrated to the max
thinking to herself life can't truly be this hard
she takes a deep breath
giving her mind time to slow down and her hand a break
she closes her eyes attempting to escape
darkness
her mind went blank as the page before she filled it in with the good and the bad
