YOU said I did this.
At first I believed you were right, though...
being the cause for your pain & your tears was not who I wanted to be.
3 years...
and it hasn't gotten any better.
I try to walk away.
You'll give me space...but...
somehow, we end up right...back...here.
I dunno what to do anymore.
I feel like I'm suffoccating.
I see the hurt in your eyes.
We're disagreeing and nothing's changing...
you're hurting more...
and I just want to STOP!
You say I NEED to fix this.
You don't even sound sane anymore.
You talk like you don't know me,
accuse me of things that aren't remotely true.
Idk what I'm doing but I'm drowning in this view you have of me.
Did I really do this?
Am I really THIS terrible?
I'm so SO SORRY...
But I don't know what to do...
I feel alone...and scared...
and...I just don't know what to do.