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I led you on.
I led you to believe all that "I" thought I believed...
In myself.
I knew the person that I wanted to portray...
Though it was a hard realization coming to terms that I was not that person...
Nor was that person me.
I am but a person that has been hidden,
Chained and shielded by my own doing.
So private...I question if I even know me.
I have spent my life building walls and digging trenches,
To hold onto a secret that I don't even know,
About a person I'm not sure I've even met....
Me.
There are no bridges to reach me,
But unsettled waters that you must have the energy to swim should you wanna know me.
I can admit I haven't always been fair to you,
But nothing worth having ever came easy,
Don't misunderstand,
I'm not a total loss cause,
This is me...
I am this...
A private soul,
A secret bliss.
