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He held my hand
I kissed his cheek at the end of the day
But I wished for more
I wished he would have kissed me back
Don't know why i decided to be such a shy
I should have gone for the gold like I normaly would
But what can I say I'm no longer in the olympics of love
I just kind of
Sit back and watch all the others play in the games
While I in the stands wish it were me
So as I held his hand on the way home
He explained his issues with people and where he was coming from
I understood so I left well enough alone
I guess
But I can't lie that whole night while I slept I was a dreamy mess
Wishing I had done this or that
Or gone for the one thing I wanted really bad
Just one kiss
And it's not like there wasn't space time and opportunity I just missed it
Or refused to let myself see that it existed
So I kicked myself for not going for the gusto
I just hope I can get a second shot at it though
