Stricken with cold blooded insomnia...3 in the morning.
The numbers whirl in a cyclone of my room and I'm alone...silently humming.Sad tunes to compliment my confusing dreams...I'm against my back summing.The mystery of why I wake up at 3 and why I feel I'm...internally bleeding.Mentally, I feel the capacity of my cerebral escaping...my grasp with sanity is fading.Loosening, I grab hold of whatever...expanding my full length in hope of someone to reach.The severed hand with marks of struggle, cuts over cuts, a deeper truth lies beneath.The band aids, the ankle sprains, I'm tired of running.In circles of mazes, the rat race has got me wasted, staring at the knots of a thousand threads in a bundle.I hold my problems, the solutions up top...I just have to get my head through it.