My Pain

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My pain runs deep

I'm going to the grave with secrets that I hide and keep

I smoke weed to help me sleep

I just might write them all

Just to show that every ounce of my pain I can recall

It all started from when I was a little young girl

So much betrayal and broke promises

I was to young but at the time I learned a lot about the cold world

I looked up to people around me to protect me , to teach me all the right things

Just thinking about it I can feel my heart sting

I had no father to provide me with the knowledge about keeping my legs close

He was to busy in the streets chasing after other hoes

I started to feel this void deep down inside

That nobody couldn't heal

I started eatting my problems away

And at first it was okay but I got big and that became even a bigger deal

But I still ate

I hated looking in the mirror

I develop a lot of self hate

And in middle school I got verbally bullied

And at home my brother would beat me and curse at me and spit on me and my momma couldn't or wouldn't do nothing

Everything I had to learn on my own

And the most percent of that was all negativity wrong

There was nobody there

Nobody i had to care

I went to school with only one pair of cloths

My hair fell out and my shoes were runned down

My first love broke my heart

People like me we dont never get a fresh start

I sat quiet

I got look down on because I didn't want to go on a diet

I can still feel the hurt of their words

Its like it was yesterday

I gave my all to them and they gave me sh* t

They don't understand

My pain runs deep

Betrayal , broken promises that nobody couldn't keep

Ebony Is My Name

And this is My Pain

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