recognize

I've been baptized with the words they use to chastise

Emotions overflowing, my soul has capsized

1/17/13 I read the old me my last rites

This is deeper than words, you could drown in the pain hidden behind these black eyes

Below the surface my heart is surfing on the waves of the curtains

That shower shade on the hurting, locked in a cage for the deserted

Turn another page just to escape, the gauge of my worthlessness....

....this is my renovatio, metaphorically chasing gold

Intense focus on attaining goals, deliberately smiling at obstacles

This is a feeling that cannot get old

Blocked out black thoughts and locked them in my minds catacombs

Hydroplane on positivity, looking at my past I can see the future vividly...