trial of life

  I lost my mama at 7 years old  im not goung to lie this world gets so cold to she got abused and I had to See left me hanging because a man is where she wanted to be lodi da lodi da Di The only asset she knew was her body I can't tell when things are going well because it feels like I was born into helI keep on trying to keep on pressing because I'm stressing no depression it's like a long session no lie i feel like i was deprived because i cannot   trust nobody and have a hard time believing guys because my father Had no time to bother  with me so I see the emptiness and need for love it's a nesscessity everyone one swear  that I am stronger than I say just because we living for today somehow we forget to pray about the sins we seduce or things we produce the only one who will lose my mind if I do not find my heart to my chest it tight no room left for tomorrow How can I move from the past with its filled with so much sorrow