Anxiety

Writing a couple times a day keeps the anxiety away, woke up with hardly any anxiety today, I would probably just smoke and drink If I could have it my way, I'm a part of what's wrong with society today, anyway I know better plus I got dreams to catch, I know change is coming I just aint seen it yet, I pray the Lord guards my heart and keep all things in check, but im a sucker for thick thighs and tempted by flesh, my Father told me slow down these women a "love you to death", my girl say I should focus more on loving myself, but I got too many vices, tell it all in my writings, too afraid to have a son cause he might be just like me.....