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To speak to you is as difficult as pulling out a needle from a haystack...I rather climb to the highest moutain jumpoff release the pain you give me like a heart attack...Not looking back for one second as all our memories pass me by like flashcards without no trace...Sadness is written all over me I am in full disgrace....How can pain in the heart be caused by someone you thought was in love the same...I hang my thoughts in total sadness and shame....Wish I could go back to the days were we smiled and laughed....Those days are gone as you are by my side daily but I in reality you are not there lately....Im sad...
