Speeding

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I'm going 90 in a 65

Trying to escape my feelings

Trying to run away from all the memories

And leave behind all of our dealings

Trying to get away from destruction

Because my heart is all I've got

Running away from the nothing you gave

While I've realized I've given alot

I've been your wife without a ring

I've cooked and I've cleaned and did all the wifely things

I've protected your heart

While you've been on a mission to destroy mine from the very start

I've loved you and couldn't get any returned

Now all I get to run away with is all the lessons I've learned

I've been burned and I've been scarred

You've completely distroyed my feelings

And left them for me to discard

Now I'm riding and fleeing from the emotions

Still wondering why did I feel like you were even worth my devotion

I'm going 90 in a 65

Trying to run over all visions of you ahead

For 3 whole years my heart was misled

You played me like a game that was meant to be played

I opened up myself to you and my trust you had betrayed

I've waited on you hand and foot

With every good intention as much as I hate to even admit my loyalty was not well put

I'm running away from everything

I mistakenly thought we had

Because even though my heart is still beating the core of me is dead

You've murdered my spirit with the false love you gave

And I'm done being beat to the ground

I'm over being your slave

I'm going 90 in a 65

Trying to escape my feelings

I'm leaving behind every thought of you

And reclaiming my original bearings

And to do that I don't have an idea of what exactly I'll be needing

I can't slow down until I figure it out

Until I do I'll be... Speeding 🛑