How can I begin my flight if I am afraid to fly
How can i expect to spread my wings If I don't become one with the open sky
I close my eyes and I visualize it I convince myself that Im going to try
Then fear and phobia begin to set in A fear deeper than words can describe
I could pop a few anxiety pills I could get a doctor to prescribe
I could drown out reality of my personality I could call up my dealer and go get high
However that does not cure me It just further detours me Impairs my vision and insecurity
Farther from even having the desire to try...
I Can Never Forget That ,Even if my image depicts that ,Im not a pilot, Im not a bird, I am a butterfly
I cannot change the weather But I can get myself together go and look my fears in the eyes
See the pilot was once only a student, as the bird was just an egg yet a caterpillar is stuck struggling inside
The pilot pursues aeronautical knowledge the bird was taught by others
Yet the caterpillar has no idea ,noone to show it how it is to survive
It is lost with only intuition and instinct its only ability is to try to decide
It has to go through trial and error metamorphosis seems to take forever
Some even say it is impossible for it to take on another form of life
However through trial and tribulations some confinement and some isolation
The caterpillar assessed the situation looked inside and figured out how to fly
Its instincts put it in the right position It broke out of its temporary prison
Changed entire perception of resistance....
That is how it comes to survive and thrive-