Clunky

Clunky

Things were getting a little clunky and they seem to all straighten out, at least for the most part. I was able to move like I wanted because my heart was in it. I was stomping heavy. I could feel the dust around my boots, a showering cascase of emotions mixed in with the fate of the world in my mind resting on my every move. It wasnt even like that. I was making fact out of fiction. 

I was the main player in my own role and I always stole the show because my brain was working overtime trying to connect things that should not have been connected. 

I was quick to hit the eject button and I just wanted things to be like they were supposed to be. I wasnt malfunctioning, I was exercising my Godly rights and sometimes that requires patience. 

So here we go again, walking clunky through the world and looking for things to smooth out.

Life Is Good

Life is good, its the one true thing that I have realized. You have to make the best of everything with anything and play the game where you are. If you can think your way through it, that means you have jumped the major hurdle. 

You are one level up from the animals and you now have a chance to do something magnificient. 

I believe in you. I do.

Tainted

Sometimes being black feels like you are a little tainted but that is according to certain standards. I heard that there are people in Africa that dont realize they are black until they arrive in America. Its like they landed in a place that came to the realization that there was something different about us. 

They really wasnt. We are the same multi-dimensional beings that we have always been. But you could circle the world a hundred times and still not change minds. They sleep and wake up with the same thoughts at exactly the same moment. They are synchronized to be inferior. 

And that is the real poison that you need to work out of your system. 

Senior Year

I guess you thought it was over, that this was the end of the line. The learning of it all was just the beginning and you have been an excellent student. You had that yearning for what moved you and for the most part, you moved. Things changed and friends were different. You were a part of something and more than anything you discovered things about yourself. 

Or at least I hope. 

Never stop learning and never stop growing because its always your senior year.

The Will Of The People

There is something strong in life that the energy of it all flows through you and in that one instance it forms a ribbon of everlasting energy. The energy never dies and for that reason, neither do you. You are God material so act like it. Walk like it, talk like it. Let you be you. 

Stop putting limits on your progress and let things overflow to their natural form. Greatness is natural for you. Remember that.

I Like You

I am not going to tell you that everything is going to be ok because its not. I love you enough to tell you like it is, that means I like you. I will do everything in my power to make sure you have the best life, in fact that we both have the best life. 

You have a lot of work ahead of you. So lets get you ready. You ready?

God Answered

Every single prayer I ever had, God answered. I was a silence of approval that I would walk in his word. I made mountains out of things that were not so and swatted away things that I should not have. I should have shown them more care and above all walked hand in hand with God. 

I am the caretaker of his children and I treat them as he would have wanted me to. I think I did ok but ultimately he is the one that will grade my report card.

Urban Poetry

Why did I even walk down this road? I wanted to write urban poetry. When I started, I thought that life was happening to me and then I found out that life was coming from me. I was planting my foot in the Universe and I stayed planted. I planted a seed and kept planting seeds. The seeds grew and I knew I was on to something when I saw the first sprout. 

I exceeded cloud nine. I spent more than a dime but it was well invested. I broke free broke out and then I did something that I never thought I could do. I had FAITH and that made all the difference. 

Pine Needle

I sat on a pine needle, that was the easiest pain I ever experienced compared to everything else that is happening in the world. I was literally built for this experience and I am not complaining about it at all. I am fortunate to have God in my corner. I fight all of these bouts for him and I look forward to the day that he accepts in me in his kingdom. 

Blessed.

Running Away

I am literally running away from everything but I found something in the process. I definitely know what I dont want. I want more for more life and it is definitely coming to me. The world is enough and more. I have gathered among you to understand my purpose and in that quest I found something more. 

I found who I am. 

But it still feels like Im running away.