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Starting out in lower middle class
School was indeed a lesson to learn
Heading straight for the gutter with glee
This underworld was bout to overtake me
Family mourned from frequent disappearances
Even more amazed at unexpected reappearances
Saddened by the gray hue that surrounds me
Promising demise from street living activities
Having no where to turn, or soooo wanting to believe
Retreating back to the calling of streets, that need me
Reasons for attending, was to see if I could past tests
Easily assimilating the randomness and incognito maintenance
Growing steady in bravado from experience and missions
Experimenting with mind alterations from brainwashing
Unable to fully disassociate, my from where, to my here now
Forever standing out in the crowd reluctantly hoping
Nights are full of the life and my love of its movements
Graduating to “high†schooling, learning and refining additions
Trading a crew of minions for supervision of negotiations
Caught up in power plays and police sweeps of conditioning
Bust back down to delivery and brokering agent , steady scheming
Fear is no longer in me now except in reaction from family
Talking out anger while promoting danger in liaisons with enemies
Toting and carrying out deftly but irrespective to rival fraternities
Divinely placed in a position of a go between for good and evil
Choosing but not believing in being an example of poor existence
Perpetual nightfall in disguise, awaiting for this Son to Rise
Love returned and with it light as for now my heart is open
As opposed to nights of cold hearted restless sleeping , one eye open
Grateful to sleep late but peaceful, thankful and on alert for voices
Greeting the truth and promise of another upcoming Sunrise…….
