Vent Session

She says I've changed

3 years, 7 months, 9 days and she expected everything to be the same

Knowing that I cannot do all the things we did at one time

Spending nights at her parents home, having fun, everything fine

Circumstances like work cause me to be tired and exhausted

I come to you and we're arguing, you bring up my downfalls but my uprising is not applauded

You say I'm selfish because I don't wanna stay at your house when you don't feel good

Anxiety issues got you down but I feel helpless not knowing what to do when I'm around

And when I am and trying to help

All you do is say I'm making it worse and yell

Hesitant to give up on you I strive to love you through your imperfections because I'm not perfect either

You've made me a better man by showing me real love and also being a teacher

I just get sick of arguing with you

Accusing me of lying when I say I'm going to see someone you say I'm going to see another girl and that just ain't true

And for you to say I've changed after saying that girl that just ain't you

You say I'm disrespectful to you but I don't see how

Never called you out of your name, cursed at you every once and a while

But you did the same

And when I say that you have some reasons to clear your name

But when. I do it, we're playing the tit for tat game

Mad because I can't be with you all the time or every day

A ninja just wanna go home and rest where a ninja stay

But you understand or so you say

I work a whole day and I'm required to come check on you

Spend another six hours outside of my house and when I get ready to go you mad and all of sudden I never cared for you

I sometimes ask myself what I'm doing

Is this path really what I want or do I just want to be ruined?

Do I fight on like a Trojan or do I let this flood of emotions get to me like the Bruins?

Only time will tell.