I'm Confused of Your Actions

I want to love someone whom I'm unsure of,

I'm so clear of wanting you that I look transparent,

My lips are sealed my heart is open,

Give me a pen to write you my feelings that are unspoken,

This hurting feel I subconsciously feel hurts my soul,

You perceive me as a free agent looking for a empty sealed contract,

I perceive you as a lover who easily exit his heart from me to another quickly,

I don't know...,

I understand love is just a name,

And to keep sane we gotta stay above this game,

I ...,

I love the fact that I can still love,

But it's hard for to stay around knowing I'm weak from you,

Can't stay mad at you for more than 10 minutes,

When it comes to you,

I let you have me,

When it comes to me...,

You love me like the rest...

Or am I confused about that too?,

I'll just leave my heart here to beat in a syncing flow,

...,

I'll watch and wait for you to pick it up.