Last Kiss

I felt my soul exit from my body

My body went numb…cold.

I was a lifeless vessel.

No worth, no meaning… not even a purpose.

Priceless

The meaning of your kiss means so much more then the air that I breathe.

My soul yearns for every part of you like the burning flames over a dry plane.

Wanting to be engulfed in your flames so I can feel restored, renewed…

Overwhelmed with your touch.

The carving of your embrace upon the sides of my face as our lips lock in what seems like an eternal kiss of fate

I hold back my tear’s as my senses try its best to hold me back.

Where is my sanity when I need it?

I am unable to feel anything at this point.

Where is my leverage, my cut off point?

That point where my heart is supposed to restart and I am able to recover from this kiss.

It never happens

It never ends…

I close my eyes and relive this moment each and every day

Your embrace holds me like my own skin on a cold winters day…

It sooths my sprit like a bedtime story

Puts me to bed as I hang on tightly to your hand

I can’t let you go…

I refuse to wake up to find you gone…away in a far off place.

That I know, is impossible for me to reach

As my tears flow freely…we part as we say our good-byes.

And as the door slowly closes…my lifeless body kisses…. the floor.

Staring blankly at the wall

Wanting more than what I can handle…addicted to something that is clearly unattainable