Though it's been a while I can still visualize your smile, however it no longer belongs to me, neither do those eyes that seem to see inside my soul and mind, I must admit when I first lost you I was scared of how it would change me, without your love and affection my heart became quickly infected, I was cut so deep that I lost peace of mind, similar to an amputee affected by gang green, the only reason my heart still beats, is in hopes that you still think of me before falling asleep,  it's  hard to understand that your heart was in another man's hands, which leaves me with empty palms trying to stay calm, unable to breathe because you were air to my lungs, after giving you my all there wasn't much left, just a shell of my former self, in the end time heals and I will no longer feel the fear of you not being here, I barely made it out with scars you can barely see, but I'd still leap for another chance to fall in love at your feet