Restless spirit, I summon thee,
Release me from your hold,
Can’t you see, the light is setting you free?
It’s time for you to go.
My mind is confused; my heart feels used
Since you forced your way into my soul.
You took it upon yourself
To capitalize on my grief,
Making it hard for me to rationalize and speak.
What is it that you truly seek?
You sent your demons to corrupt my thoughts,
I almost gave up as they raced and raged
Inside my head like an oceanic juggernaut.
But no, uh uh, absolutely damn not!
I adamantly refuse to give you the glory,
The victory of my submission
And you erasing my story?????
Nah, no can do,
Because my mission and purpose on this earth
Is so much greater than you!
Even if I’m at the end of my rope,
Rest assured as God made Heaven and earth,
I will never give up hope.
Restless spirit forgive me,
But the time has come for me to live
And you to die.
And if you need to know the reason why,
Truth be told, whenever there’s a moment
When I feel like I’ve been defeated,
When my faith and hope
Have seemed to been depleted,
Even times when I feel like
I’m no longer needed,
When I submit with my head, heart and hands
Towards the sun,
I’m reminded of John 14:1.
Then my spirit is restored by His will
With three simple words sweetie,
And those words are….
Peace, be still.
By Juanita J. Smalls
©2/9/26




