I remember the sky
it used to be blue.
but not today.
today the sky does not exist.
i couldn't bear it's brightness.
so i erased it.
i remember my smile
it used to come so readily.
but not today.
today my smile does not exist.
i couldn't bear it's heavy falseness.
so today i erased it.
peace? i remember peace.
it used to flow in me
but not today.
no. today peace does not exist.
i couldn't bear to be consoled
so i erased it.
i had a heart once too.
it used to be so full
but not today
today my heart does not exist
i couldn't bear to face the pain.
but no matter how hard i try I can't erase it.