I feel like I'm in the "in between,"
Somewhere between "you're better off" and "it's meant to be,"
What i know is not healthy and best for me...
Has my heart aching wanting you here with me,
And moments I feel like I am bonded here,
Chains and cuffs to keep me to my fears,
A beating heart I can no longer hear,
A dying love only known by its tears.
I feel like I'm in some space unknown,
Far away from what I call home,
And it all feels so all alone,
So dark and lonely...like a cluttered tomb.